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Shortly after Simon passed away in April 1998, I received a music CD through the post. I'd completely forgotten that I'd ordered it for Simon. It was Bryan Adams, MTV Unplugged. Of course it broke my heart when it arrived and I cried oceans of tears. I couldn't even bring myself to unwrap the CD, I just put it in amongst our others. Every time I wanted to play a CD I saw it, but I never wanted to play it. And then one day in May 1999, I got the urge to play that CD. I don't why but it suddenly seemed right to play it. When I played the CD I felt an overwhelming sense of peace wash over me. It didn't hurt like it usually did when I heard one of Simon's favourite bands. I knew the reason I felt so strong was the love, prayers, friendship and support I'd received from my online friends. They had seen me through the bad times and now it was only right that I should share this feeling with them. I wrote an email telling my friends how I felt and I got so many answers from people who were just so pleased that I had reached this stage in my healing. Along with the messages were a poem, a piece of music and a snow globe which I am using on this page. If only I could put into words how much my friends mean to me. This page is dedicated to each and everyone of you. and gave me permission to use it. Thank you so much my friend. |
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It took some time him not being there but there was something in the air It took some time to understand that someone close was holding my hand I could not see nor could I hear but it was someone I felt so very near It took a year for me to unfold a year for me to see that Simon is my son and he will always be Today I sat and listened to his favorite tune I knew that Simon was there it's almost the month of June. A friend told me she would write a poem just for me and now as I sit reading it it has set my spirit free I'll never walk alone someone once said to me she's right I thought, oh how true Simon will always be with me *hugs* Debi Fisher
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